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            Once 
          upon a time every mother lied to her kid and told him he, too, could 
          become president. But did he dream of Herbert Hoover or Calvin Coolidge? 
          If he dreamt at all then it would have been about Sgt. York or Babe 
          Ruth. To follow a star is a natural thing for a kid. It inspires him 
          to launch out on his own, even if it's only to be a busboy in a fancy 
          restaurant. He could eventually own it if he worked hard enough, and 
          eat all the fried smelt he wanted. 
           Leon 
          Bannerman was an early developer but a late dreamer. At twelve he was 
          a schlep at baseball and weak in history. His thing was making model 
          airplanes and flying pigeons. His best friend was his cousin David in 
          Berlin, his pen pal, a year older and a pianist, whose hero was Wagner. 
          Leon was a sort of Berliner, too, an Irving Berliner, whose records 
          he used to send to his cousin. David always wrote back that when his 
          parents heard them they would shriek, "Ach der Lieber!" 
           Leon 
          and David grew up together, distance notwithstanding. Whenever Leon 
          had the funds, he would telephone Berlin but have to pay his father 
          for it. They exchanged hundreds of letters, David writing in a scrambled 
          English that sent Leon into fits of laughter, like, "Vat is this New 
          York shimmy dance?" 
           On 
          Davidšs thirteenth birthday, Leon sent him a tie clasp with a Star of 
          David surrounded by glinting bits at the center for which he paid a 
          dollar, assured by the fat storekeeper they were tiny diamond chips. 
          "When they cut the big diamonds," the man explained, "little pieces 
          fly off. Instead of throwing them away they sell them to the tie clip 
          manufacturers. You heard of a chip off the old block? This is a chip 
          off the new diamond. They stopped making them altogether yesterday so 
          youšre lucky to get it." 
           Tall 
          and skinny, Leon was a loner, except for his cousin three thousand miles 
          away. Then one day, while fooling around with his radio down in his 
          cellar, Leon's life was changed in a flash by a world-shaking event. 
          He heard a strained, excited voice shouting from the tiny speaker, "He 
          made it! He made it! He landed! Charles A. Lindbergh landed at Le Bourget 
          Airport outside Paris, crossing the Atlantic Ocean in a single-engine 
          airplane from New York in thirty-three and a half hours with only a 
          ham sandwich!" Leon rushed stumbling up the stairs to tell his mother, 
          who said they must be joking. She had seen a picture of the airplane. 
          "It was made from paper and peanut butter and the engine was like a 
          wrist watch," she said. But Leon abandoned everything to listen to the 
          reports and by the time the flyer returned to America, Leon's room, 
          stripped of all else including photos of his swiftest homing pigeon, 
          was decorated by the largest pictures he could find of Lindbergh and 
          his airplane. Not an inch of space was left until Leon was obliged to 
          use the ceiling as well, from which he could see them as he fell asleep. 
          And as if the pictures in the newsreels weren't enough, who should appear 
          but The Lone Eagle himself. The minute he returned, his promoters decided 
          that all citizens had the constitutional right to a look, and a series 
          of parades across America took place. The day of the parade in Brooklyn, 
          every schoolchild was marched into the street lining practically the 
          whole city, together with flags, teachers, principals, janitors, and 
          even the truants came. Hours passed before the main attraction rolled 
          through Leonšs neighborhood sitting on the tonneau of a huge limousine 
          accompanied in the seats below him by the local Tammany mafia. Pale 
          and exhausted, a Hamlet-like weariness on his face, his eyes stared 
          blankly as he tried to toss an occasional wave of the fingers to the 
          screaming children but to seem to want nothing more than his airplane 
          and the half a ham sandwich he had left behind on it. From that day 
          Leon devoted all his spare time to his adoration of The Lone Eagle, 
          collecting each bit of information and photograph to be inserted into 
          handsome scrapbooks or hung on the walls. As the years went by he never 
          stopped adding to his collection and pasting it up. 
           "You 
          are becoming a total nut, Leon," his father advised him, but did nothing 
          to halt it since Lindbergh was the one and the only greatest American, 
          side-by-side with Washington, Lincoln, and Jimmy Walker, the Mayor of 
          New York. His mother bought Leon a terrific plastic statue of The Spirit 
          of St. Louis, a second model of which Leon had made of balsa wood. It 
          was ten feet long with twelve feet of wing span and it hung from his 
          ceiling and it took him three months to remember not to get hit in the 
          head by it whenever he entered his room. He shared all this joy with 
          David who responded in kind. "I give you a motto for The Lonesome Eagle," 
          wrote David. "Lindbergh Uber Alles!" Such words from David and Leon 
          put the last cent of his allowance into a three minute call to thank 
          him and share the excitement. 
           Leon 
          was prepared to go wherever possible to see the super hero, and then, 
          like the rest of the country from the farms to the towns, was shattered 
          when his first born son was kidnapped and murdered. There were times 
          when Leon, alone, cried when he heard the ongoing news. He wanted to 
          try to get into the trial at least once, but when the moment came to 
          leave the house, he couldnšt face it. That year soon became a bad memory 
          and when Leon was ready for college he decided without hesitation to 
          become an aeronautical engineer. 
           "Leon, 
          I forbid you to go up in a single one of those cheeseboxes, you hear 
          me?" his mother warned him. She didnšt know he had already been in the 
          air twice. Brooklyn's Floyd Bennet Airfield had flights for five dollars 
          a shot, and nothing could have kept him down. Not even his mother. 
           One 
          night when Leon returned from a late class, he found his mother and 
          father in a turmoil. At first they refused to tell him anything, but 
          could finally not keep it back. David and David's family had disappeared. 
          Leon didnšt know what they were talking about. He fought with his father 
          for the telephone to call his cousin but his father wrenched it from 
          his grasp. "What is this disappeared business?" Leon shouted. He thought 
          they were all coming to Brooklyn, the lot of them. 
           "Something 
          happened there! Didn't you read in the papers, you fool? Kristallnacht! 
          Tens of thousands of them were dragged off to prison or killed. Their 
          houses, their stores were burned down! Where are your brains? David's 
          father warned me. Get out, get out I told him. But it was too late, 
          too late!" And before his eyes Leon witnessed the collapse of his world. 
          He wanted to go to Berlin to look for David. He wanted to quit college 
          to go to Washington to find important people to get him into Germany. 
          "You speak German?" his father demanded. "You got a pot to piss in, 
          you fool!" his father screamed at him, overcome by the terrible loss. 
          It enraged Leon that although there had been rumblings around the dinner 
          table about the increasingly frightening news, they never did anything 
          about it. It was time to do something, to find David. He didn't care 
          about anybody else. And then the final blow began to fall. A spate of 
          vague rumors had begun in the press and he picked up a newspaper and 
          saw the headline: "Lindbergh Accepts Nazi Medal from Goering with Proclamation 
          of Praise by Hitler." Lindbergh saw him as the man of the future. 
           Before 
          Leon left the house next morning he tore his room apart. He cleaned 
          it out until the only things left were the peeling bare walls and a 
          ceiling half without plaster. That's how it remained since he refused 
          to let anyone in to put it right again. The only piece he left standing 
          was a small framed photograph of David at eighteen. Leon's desperate 
          though fruitless efforts to locate his cousin only came to an end when 
          Leon was picked up on Normandy beach and shipped home in a body bag. 
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